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Dreaming of Sister...


So yeah, normally I don't want to post about dreams I had because they are always incoherent and, well, dream-like XD  but a few days ago I had probably only my second only sex dream, and it involved, of all people, my sister 0_0

Now, incest is something that I do indeed like, and I had thought about her before, but never to any degree more than just a passing thought like "Eh, I wonder..."  But as I was getting into dreaming the other night, I can't remember the beginning, but she was backstage after performing somewhere at a theater, still in costume and bringing me back to meet with her other performer friends.

The backroom is pretty cramped and small as you'd imagine, and while it was definitely my sister, there were tons of things different about her, for instance she was a god bit thinner and a god bit more, how shall I put, friendly and such with me.  IRL my sister and I just get along but aren't really what you could call in a friendship, we're kinda just there.  Here though she was my friend and she also had a different hair color and chin, I can't really remember but she had on a queen like outfit from Alice In Wonderland sort of thing with long white arm-gloves.  I'm sitting there for a few minutes hanging back in the room and listening t their girl talk, and then suddenly there was a one-up kind of chat going on, where they wre trying to brag and outdo each other, when suddenly it turned kinda sexual with the bragging, and I can't remember for the life of me what it was, but as proof of one of he brags my sister pulled my shaft out and began to stroke it with a murr, and I was moaning and absolutely hard as a rock.

The other girls seemed to get a kick out of it as they sat back and imply watched th smiles as my sister stroked at me with the glove, my moans egging her on as before long she was using the second hand to run up my chest, which was strangely much thinner than usual, still fat, but thin like she was.  I quickly found myself leaking pre as she began to go don and suckle on me to keep the glove from being dirtied.  She sucked me of for a few minutes as I watched on eagerly, until it disappeared and slowly woke up, a throbbing hard on that I just couldn't not paw off under the sheets.

The only other sex dream I had was 5 years ago right as I was first getting into porn and furry stuff.  So I guess this is either a milestone or whatever...

An Orca's First Time

A Night With A Dragon 2


As I made my way through the town right on the PA - NJ border to avoid the toll, thoughts of eagerness clouded my mind about meeting my pet once again.  It'd been six full months since he and I had seen each other, and now it was my turn to drive over to see him while he visited his family for the winter.  I drove for another hour and found the hotel we were staing at without much trouble.  I went inside with a grin, hiding my shirt with my zipped up vest for the moment as I walked into the lobby, a smile on my fae as I scanned for Steel.  He hadn't yet arrived it seemed, but that was ok, I had to relieve myself anyways.  I came back out of the bathroom and turned the corner right into his gaze, smiles came over us both as we greeted normally and he booked us the room, got in the elevator and headed up.

Right as we got in it was obvious we weren't gonna wait, he started right off about how he'd missed me and we hugged for a good few minutes, gringing against each other a little in the process, before we finally met for a kiss, and he wasn't about to start slowly.  Right as I felt our lips come together his tongue was in my mouth, licking and playing with mine, making me chuckle as I started to muss and grow slowly into him, he went right down and undid my pants, remarking about how much of a tease I was for wearing a tight belt to prolong the anticipation, heheh.  Evil sharky can be evil if he desires ;)

Once he was in though I didn't even have the chance to feel my pants fall to the floor before he was sitting on the edge of the bed and his lips were wrapped around my length.  He's not the best suck in the world I will admit, but damn does he put in the effort, I stepped out of my pants and walked up over him, trapping him on the corner of the bed with my cock in his mouth, pulling it back as he grazed his teeth across my shaft every now and again, making me shiver.  I guided him back and forth for a bit, enjoying it a lot as I manages to find the concentration to pull my shirt off as well, finally pushing him back and letting him lay free on the bed, finally making him take off his clothes as I got the laptop set up on the nearby desk.  He wasn't gonna get me off without letting me play out the one fantasy I'd missed last time we met!

He saw what I was doing and quickly checked to see if he could fit beneath the desk, the idea for him to suck me off trapped between my thick legs while I browsed porn up top, unfortunately hotel room desks aren't exactly roomy, so we had to compromise.  I sat there sideways, my right hand clicking through the images I'd brought with me, his eyes trained on my crotch as his head bobbed up and down along me, my hand guiding it whenever I felt the urge.  Occassionally he'd look up to see what I was looking at, and I'd let him have a quick murr and gaze before pushing him back down over me, finally pushing him off as I felt myself closing in, edging myself for a good long while before I aimed and came all over him, coating his head and hairline in my warm cum.




I could see my pet needed a good shower, and after that I was stinking a little myself, so I lead him into the bathroom and let him turn on the water. It still amazes me how he could have the water so damned hot and still be cold, meanwhile I'm burning wherever it's hitting, but we compromised at a nice hot temperature and got to work washing each other.  Soaped each other up one at a time, him first of course, and then came one of my favorite parts of the night, his washing of my legs and feet.  I've never been a foot fetishist, but there is indeed something sexy and sensitive about the foot, and god does it feel good to have it be pampered like he was doing ^^.  After a good long shower of mutual pampering and soaking, I let myself out to dry off as I was starting to really prune up, and that way he could enjoy it as hot as he wanted to while I got everything else for the day unpacked, including my video games and camera.

Once he came back out, I was already dry and playing some video games, he saw my system and joined me for a quick game while he dries off, steadily getting horny again as he watched me play the bowling game, and of course I was being all teasing and playful as I was playing too, so it ws my intention to make him nice and hot ;)  I quickly tackled him down after slowly and surely watching him get nice and hard for me, sucking and pawing at his cock, still nice and big.  I kept him going for a while, edging him as best i could, and judging from all his moaning, I was doing a good job ^^.  I was hoping he'd get to fuck me this time, since last time he couldn't manage morethan thta one thrust, but again I'm just way too tight for him and he's big enough that it's hard from him to get and stay 100% hard.  Nevertheless, I know he loves my big belly, and i've been fucking loving it too, and I love getting it all soaked with cum, especially if someone were to sit on it and cum right down onto the big surface, so that's just what we did.  He sat down on the bottom of my gut, his weight pressing down on me nicely, andhis hand feverishly stroking away as I laid there, watching his cock eagerly, finally hearing his loud moans and watching it twitch in his hand as he braced himself against me and coated my stomach with his seed, it dripping down into the belly button and rolling across the smooth skin.




So once I'd toweled off and kissed him up a bit more, it was time for a little break, we had a few things to do for sure before either of us would be ready for more, one was food.  Luckily for us there was a Papa Johns nearby and I recieve theirtext message coupons, so we got a great deal, and then we went to the local Walmart to deal with some of the shopping Steel needed o get done for Xmas and stuff.  We arrived back at the room with our big pizza and happily watched the TV for a while and playing Wii Sports Bowling as we filled up our bellies.

It did get a bit late after we'd finally finished with the pizza and the TV show we were watching ended, after all we spent a good hour shopping and an hour between waiting for and then eating the pie.  Needless to say, Steel was ready for more <3  I wish i could have given him a royal fucking, but while he was cleaning himself out and stretching in the shower he pulled a muscle in his tailhole, and after I lubed him up and started to gently prod him with a finger, he cried out and winced in pain.  Yeah I'm hismaster, but I'm not the type to go hurting my pets if I can help it, and so instead I gave him a few minutes to recover while I cuddles against him and pawed myself nice and slow, making sure to press my hips forward so he could feel my hand stroking myself against his skin, and before I knew it, he was kissing me deeply, licking my teeth.  I turned on my back and he climbed over me, making out with me hard, my murrs mixing with panting as I worked my cock right beneath him, pushing closer to another orgasm, warning him of when I was close.

To my surprise and happiness, he suddenly turned over beside me, raising his rump up and saying "Stuff it in when you cum <3"  I moaned gently with a big grin as I knelt back behind him, sitting on his legs and feeling them wiggle anxiously beneath me, my cock and hand rubbing against his cheeks as I looked down and pawed fast enough to miss a few strokes, panting heavily as I felt myself edging right up to my climax.  I stroked fast and hard as the familiar tingle moved from my prostate all through my pelvis, holding out until the very last moment before thrusting my hips forward, my hand pushing my cock deep inside and my legs trembling as I came into his tailhole, moaning and shooting spurt after spurt inside, finally collapsing onto him in a heap, still panting slowly.  "MMMmm... good boy <3"  I rewarded as I stayed deep inside, knowing even with the sensitive state, he loved being filled up with a nice cock, staying deep inside, just staying there...




(Warning, watersports coming up!)  After a while of comfortable afterglow and relaxing, we went back to relaxing a bit, watching TV and playing video games, and what was better was Steel went and logged on to MSN.  I was able to chat with my mate for a bit with him and his friends as well, and we basically hung out there for a good while doing nothing, until I found myself needing to go to the bathroom as I was laying against him with my arm wrapped around.

Now, being master and everything does have it's advantages, one of which is that as a new master I got to mark my pet, satisfying my curiosity of it in the proccess as wekk.  We turned on the shower and jumped in, me beginning to struggle a little to hold off my urge to piss until he was inside and ready, standing before me and my full bladder.  With a soft murr I let it all flow, marking him as my own there as the warm stream hit his lower body, his hand guiding the stream around as I kept on pissing.  In hindsight I wish I would have kissed him as I was doing it, that would just have been way hotter, but for now I was happy to look down and see the yellow fluid bounce over his gut.  As to whether I liked it or not, I think I did...  Of course relieving yourself feels good by itself for sure and being in such close company and the stream hitting him felt nice, but thinking about it, it just needed to be so much closer...  I should have been hugging him tight to me, his lips locked with mine and his body pressing against my cock, grinding against it as I let it out, mmmmm, that's what I'l be doing next time ;3 (End of watersports)

So we showered up again, letting him clean himself off quickly before we finally turned on the TV and climbed into the bed together, cuddling around him as we fell asleep.  I awoke the next morning slowly, a little confused as to how cool I was under the sheets, slowly regaining consciousness I realized Steel wasn't there in the same bed with me anymore.  I quickly looked over to the other bed, and what did I see, my pet on his laptop, pawing himself off nice and slow.... Murr :3




I eagerly watched and teased myself as he grew slowly hornier, him finally noticing me and grinning, turning a bit to give me a better angle as I slowly rose from under the covers, eager for a piece of him.  I climbed up over him and smooshed him with my big belly and body, taking over where his hand left off, quickly stroking at his cock, careful to hold up some of my weight so I didn't hurt him, and so that I'd have the space to paw him ;)  I brought his laptop over and let him click through and read his favorite porn stories as I grinded my big body around atop him for a little while, finally switching tactics as I raised myself up and dropped off the side of the bed.

He quickly understood as he shifted to sit at the edge, laptop still to the side as he continued to read, his legs spread open and his cock presented for me to suckle on.  I quickly sucked him good and hard, pawing at the base of his shaft while I licked and sucked around the head, his hand coming down to my head and urging me deeper.  I grinned a bit as I honored this, taking in as much as I could with each suck, gagging a bit on his size as I heard him fats approaching his climax, my mouth working harder on him and my free hand tracing all over his body.  Finally I felt his hand push down on my head hard as he let out a whimper, his cock throbbing a few times in my mouth before I tasted the familiar taste of seed, gulping down what I could for him as his whimpers became mixed with moans, a few seconds later his hand releasing me and letting my head pull off.

Finally it was time to say goodbye, and though there was so much more we wished we had the time and energy to do, there was no way it was gonna happen in the time we had.  We hugged, kissed, cleaned ourselves up, and headed back down our respective roads home....  Until next time ;)

A Night With A Dragon


A Night With A Dragon



So, recently I spent the day with a certain dragon fuckbuddy of mine that was in the area and able to stop by and play!  I won't use his regular screen name/fursona, and I won't use his real name either, for this I'll be calling him, Steel.  This is what happened....


Chapter 1:  Cheese and Seed


Steel and I had talked about this day constantly for each day leading up to it, and through each of those days online, he called me Iron.  I found this sexy as hell, and on the last day, I asked him that when we met in person, that we should keep calling each other by our fursona's.  

The morning came with a sudden shock as I opened my eyes and realized today was the day I'd been waiting for so eagerly for the past few weeks.  I instantly checked the clock for the time, it was 11:30 AM.  Steel said he would get to the hotel I found by noon, that it would take about 4 hours to reach there from Eastern Pennsylvania where he was, and that he'd left at 8 AM as planned.  I answered his next call and guided him to the right road over the next hour or so, his trip taking a bit longer than expected because he went the wrong way when he came off the highway, but I got him back on track as I brushed my teeth and grabbed all the supplies I would need, including my trusty butt-plug.  I made my way down and met him in the lobby, us being discreet we simply shook hands and went up to get the room, but I could tell he was itching to do more than shake my hand at this first meet.

We  quickly made our way up to the room and laid our stuff down, and here is where my brain clicked on and I realized something.  Every time I've ever tried to cum early on in the day, it's never worked out well at all, especially anytime before 6PM, and I also realized that he had just come from a 4 hour drive and I had just woken up, it was time for both of us to fill out bellies with something.  I took the initiative and made out with him for a second or two before I took him to the local breakfast and lunch place, where I treated him to his first Pork Roll sandwich, a New Jersey exclusive that is well worth whatever you can pay for it.  Steel complimented the guy who made our sandwiches, and I followed suit with "good as usual!", at which point one of the regulars says "you kiss-asses make me sick!"  in the light, half-joking manner he always does, at which point I have an uncanny moment of wit as I respond.  "Well how else am I supposed to get a good discount?!"   at which point everyone in the room, including the two guys working the grill, burst out into laughter.  A great moment to say the least...

Steel and I made our way back to my house, which I realized as we were eating was still empty, and I introduced him to the family pug, my room, and some of my juggling abilities, which he found impressive, much like everyone I show XD.  We quickly made our way back to the hotel, and I found myself laying on the bed next to him, his hands slowly peeling off my shirt.  I grinned wide as he brought me down to just my boxers, teasing me for a brief while before pulling them off as well, exposing my nude self to him, me making a quick joke about how it's not fair that he got me naked before he even undid a single button of his shirt.

Steel has been physically attracted to me for a while.  As we traded pics online, he would always pay me compliments and get himself off by imagining how my belly would feel.  Well, here he was with the chance to, and he took full advantage, from sitting on my belly to nuzzling and rubbing it, he was worshiping my belly like nobody ever had done before.  It was a pretty tame thing, but it still made me feel great, and I'm sure he enjoyed it too before I pulled myself on top of him and undid his shirt.  I made short work of exposing his body to the cool air, my eyes a bit wide with amazement as to how hairy he was. He'd only ever showed me one fully nude picture of himself, and from that picture I knew he would have a decent amount of hair, but as I ran my hands through it, it felt like a damned carpet, and especially on his back.  My god his back was completely covered in thick black strands of hair that seemed to curl up and intertwine with each other all on their own.  It was a very distracting feeling to say the least as I suddenly found myself on my back again, him sitting next to me and pawing at my length.

He tried for a while to get me to cum, but it still was only 3 PM, well before either of our bodies were used to playing around.  He ran his fingers along my legs as he sucked my entire length, he held the base and my balls while he suckled at the tip, and he tried pawing with his regular hand.  Nothing worked as I tried and tried to focus on the sensations, wanting to send myself towards an orgasm for him, but nothing seeming to work.  Finally I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him down, grasping his half hard cock in my hand and marveling at it.  It was a bit one at 7 inches long, and it was certainly not a pencil by any standards, he looked to be a full inch and three quarters wide.  The skin around his shaft was very loose and I could slide it around almost as easily as if he had foreskin, and his head was remarkably soft, like a foam ball at the end of a stick.  I stroked him as best I could, the loose skin making it a bit tough as he was still only half-hard, soon changing from my hand to my mouth, taking the head and pressing it against my roof as I sucked.  He loved this almost as much as he loved my hand, which he thinks would have easily gotten him off is he was hard, and as he hardened inside my mouth, I found I couldn't take him all inside.  As much as I wanted to, he was too big for me, and as I was determined to get him off, I couldn't leave less than 2 inches outside without choking and nearly puking on him.  I tried my best to take in what I could as I listened to his breathing and moaning, the time still a massive factor as he struggled to cum as I did.  A good fifteen minutes of sucking later, he pushed me up and off, standing next to the bad and having me lay there, watching him fap as I encouraged him on, posing on the bed as provocatively as I could without looking stupid, knowing how hot he found my body to be.  "Come on Steel, I want you to cum for me...." and cum he did.  I watched on and was surprised to hear him ask "are you ready?" before pointing his throbbing cock at my mouth.  He wanted me to swallow.

I really wasn't that surprised, after all I said I would, but I also said I wanted him to cum on my belly (the belly he found to be so sexy).  I nodded and leaned in as his breathing quickly turned to panting, and he moaned as he came into me, his cock luckily only pushing in halfway as I tasted his seed.  I was surprised to find that he really didn't taste all that bad, he was sickeningly and intolerably sweet which is my main problem with cum, but that was the only thing, and so I grinned as I sucked on his orgasming cock and gulped down all he had to give me.  It was a fair sized orgasm, 6 or seven big gobs followed by a light dribble, I had asked him to not cum the night before, as I did the same to make sure we could both cum ore than once today, but in retrospect, maybe that was not the outcome that happened, I'm still figuring out what happened to him.

I was a little surprised to find him back at my cock, sucking away with glee not a minute after his own orgasm, him trying to send me over the edge, but it still not being anywhere near past 8, I couldn't do it from his touch, I was far too sensitive.  I wanted to cum so bad for him, but everything he seemed to do either was too much and it was painful, or it wouldn't get me anywhere if he did it for hours.  I was telling him all this as he was going, and we both decided to give and so he turned around and lay next to me instead, I considered opening my laptop and looking at some porn while he would continue under the desk, but that wouldn't work out much better I feared, that and I could paw myself off fairly easily and I wanted to cum really bad.  I met his lips and we made out nice and deep as I masturbated, the deep kiss doing wonders for me as my legs shivered blissfully, my cock nearing orgasm as I stroked, finding the sensation of our tongues playing against each other and licking at the other's teeth to be the most amazing thing I'd felt so far today.  I waited until I was sure there was no stopping before I pulled away and told him I was coming, I made sure to do it early enough that he would have the time to do whatever he wanted, and I was a little surprised and disappointed to find him still laying next to me and kissing my lips as I came hard, shooting what had to have been three feet into the air on the first spurt, landing all the way up on his shoulder as I humped my hand lightly and came some more.  I lasted a pretty good while, or so it felt, my hand and crotch covered in my own seed as he brought a hand down and teased my now ultra-sensitive cock, sending waves of intense sensation to the point of pain into my head.  We laid there together for a few minutes as we searched playfully for where my cum landed, finding some of it all the way up on Steel's bicep and on my chest before he asked what came next.


Chapter 2 :  Shower and TV Time


I knew it was still way to early for either of us to have an easy time cumming again, and we both were sweating I could tell, so I suggested that we take a shower, and he watched me as I went in and started the water running.  He didn't follow me inside, which I was bummed about because I love showering with another person, and as I turned the water to a good temperature all of the sudden I felt his hands on my shoulders.  I jumped a bit and grinned widely as I reached up and held his arms against my front, eager to explore each others bodies with soap in hand.   "WOW That's cold!"  Steel blurted as he felt the water, which I thought was already warmer than I liked, "REALLY?!"  I replied with shock as he nodded against my shoulder "Well I like my showers nice and steamy..."  "Man, you really are a dragon, bathing in lava and everything!"  I quipped with a chuckle as we went inside.  I had set the water to be nice and cool, but a bit warmer for Steel, I stood in the back of the tub as he climbed in with me, quickly moving in close and rubbing over my body as the water began to cover it.  I got the impression pretty swiftly that he wanted to clean me off first, and that to do that I needed to be on the other side, so we quickly tried to swap places in the tub.  The floor didn't have hardly any sort of grooves in it and the tub wasn't very wide, so as we passed I felt myself losing balance somewhat against the curtain side of the tub, my feet scrambling to regain control as Steel grabbed my hands and tried to hold me up.  Of course I weighed around 300 pounds and he was only just over 200, and I was already halfway down, so there was no chance of rescue as I ended up pulling him down with me.  We landed with a huge smack onto the toilet through the curtain, and I laid there for a bit in some minor pain as I tried to figure out how to get back up from where I was, the toilet now actually broken off of the floor a bit and my feet not being able to help at all.  Finally we noticed the handrail on the wall of the tub, and he grabbed my arm again as he held onto the railing and somehow managed the strength to bring me to my feet back inside.  we both chuckled about it for a good ten minutes as we proceeded to wash each other off, the tiny bottles of soap and shampoo labeled so small that neither of us could tell we were washing each others bodies with shampoo and our hair with soap until I felt how it wasn't foaming up right.  We again chuckled at my discovery and cleaned up for a bit, him going down a few times and teasing my cock with his mouth as I did the same with my hand to him.  We must have spent a full hour in there before getting out and drying ourselves off, still not sure what to do next as the gears turned in my head.

I know that after I take a shower, it's tough for me to get off because of the way my skin soaks up water like a damned sponge, and it chafes really easily if I try to get off after the shower.  I also know that it's still only about 5 PM, and I know the right time to start plying is after 8, so I make the suggestion that we continue the break from playing around and watch some TV.  He asks "for how long?"  and I could hear a little sound of disappointment in there, but he was more understanding of the reason behind my suggestion than he was bummed, and I replied, "just for a few hours."  And so he nodded and I left the bathroom to grab the remote control and see what channels the hotel room we were in got.  I flipped through the channels laying nude on the bed, coming across a Deadliest Warrior marathon on Spike TV.  "Kewl"  I thought as I plopped down the remote and brought over a few more pillows for myself and Steel, him coming out and joining me in the buff fairly quickly as we began to cuddle lightly together and watch the quite entertaining series.

We found ourselves near the end of the 3rd episode, still in each others arms, and our lips met at practically the same time as we both had the same thing on our minds, my hand reaching over to turn off the TV and wrap around his back, the hair again freaking me out as my hand ran through it.  "Heheh, damn I can't understand how people find that sexy...."  I blurted as I thought about what we were gonna do now, my cock suddenly rock hard from our making out, and Steel's online promise to me to let me try and top him running through my mind as I nervously brought it up.  "Steel.....  I...  I want to fuck you......"  I said softly to him as I laid at his side, my mind racing a bit.  This was going to be his first time bottoming and my first time topping, and we'd agreed online beforehand that I was gonna go easy for him, and that if he didn't like it I wasn't gonna force him to do it.  He nodded and I asked if he wanted any specific position, myself not sure either of what I wanted.  "Let me just lay on my stomach and you go behind me"  he said.  I nodded in agreement and moved behind him, grabbing the lube that I brought with me and slathering his hole with it.  I took a few seconds to slip a finger inside and wiggle it around for him, loosening him up a bit.  I made sure not to force too much as I slid just my second finger inside, slowly thrusting them in and out of his tailhole as I spread apart his inside walls and prepared him for my length, which I'm happy to say is a perfectly average 5 and 3/4 inches long and an inch and a third wide, but this being his first I knew to him it was gonna feel like a monster.

I removed my hands and asked him if he was ready as I pawed myself to be a little bit harder, he responded with a slow yes and I shifted my weight forward on his thighs, my tip resting at his entrance for a second as I thought about how everything I've ever fantasized about how this would feel was about to be vindicated or destroyed.  I took a breath and pushed my hips forward, my finger guiding myself in as I pressed as much inside as I could, stopping once I was all the way in.  It was incredible, I could feel every subtle detail of his muscles from the light pressure against my head to the tight ring around my shaft, clenching tight over it and keeping it hard as I let out a nice moan and asked if he was alright.  "Just leave it there for a bit...."  he responded a bit painfully, my brain immediately picking up on him not being a fan of it, but convinced that it was that initial discomfort everyone has at first.  I held myself there as he asked until he said he was ready, my hips slowly pulling myself back out to the head before gently pushing back in, each thrust bringing out a wince from Steel and a light moan from me.  I went as slowly as he asked and held myself back as much as I could, my cock wanting to fuck him, but my brain overpowering that desire as I heard him become more and more uncomfortable, eventually calling for me to stop.  I immediately pulled myself back out and laid next to him to ask how he was feeling, and how he felt about those sensations.  I forget his specific answers, but none of them were any of pleasure of anything, and most of them confirmed what I told him online about it being a powerful and strange sensation.  We laid there for a few minutes recovering before we decided that if I couldn't fuck him, at least he should get to fuck me.

I went to the bathroom to clear away whatever was inside me and to stretch myself out, coming back after a few minutes with my butt-plug inside me easily and lubed up to go.  I laid myself on the bed and put my legs together, ushering him over me and waiting to feel his length press it's way inside my rump.  I waited for a few anxious seconds for what I was sure would be a shot of discomfort as he was pretty big, but as I looked back I noticed he was having trouble staying hard.  Neither he or I could understand why, because we both knew he found me attractive, and the fact that he was going to be the second person ever inside of me was surely something to make him horny, and he was definitely horny, but no matter what we did from making out, to letting him watch porn, to me sucking him off, couldn't get him hard enough to push himself inside me.  Personally I think it was his size that was the cause, because he was definitely getting horny and hard, but at 7 inches long and 2 inches wide, it takes a LOT of blood to full him up to the point where his head would be hard enough to push me open....

So after we tried and failed to fuck each other, we decided  it would be best to take another break and go out to see some more of the town like I promise Steel I would.  I also made a deal with him right as we stopped... "Steel.  If you think your hard enough, at any time, don't wait!  Turn me over and fuck me before you lose it, because I want to feel you cum inside me..."  and I did.  He nodded and agreed to my proposal, whether or not the opportunity would come or not, we had no idea, but first, we were hungry!



Chapter Three:  Pizza Town and Sleepy Time


I ordered a pie for us and ordered it delivered, quickly tossing on just my jeans as I answered the door and paid for the pie, quickly closing the door behind us as I instantly dropped my pants at the foot of the bed and shared the pie with Steel.  As I was eating, I kept having flashbacks of Complication5's 18 comic, and the scene where the two characters order a pizza to be delivered and they answer the door half nude.  That similarity, though it didn't make me horny, was one of the best parts of the night for me, being able to live out a scene from a comic I'd read and gotten off to so many times.

We quickly finished the pie and threw on our clothes, making out for a few seconds before leaving the room to go see the local beach and marina that I'd promised to show him.  I really wished it was an active night where there would be tons of boats, including barges and tugboats passing by, but unfortunately all there were was a bunch of other people there when we showed up.  Nevertheless I showed him my favorite spots of the marina, and explained to him why I loved living in such an industrial harbor town so much, and we traded clean stories and personal interests for a good ten minutes as we leaned against the railing of the marina and watched airplanes fly overhead on their way to land at the nearby airport.

We found ourselves heady back to the hotel room with a bit of tiredness, it being 11PM now and we were both about ready to pack in.  We got back and he took a steaming hot shower like he wanted, and I nearly burned myself as I curiously stuck my hand in to see just how hot this dragon likes it, and we headed to sleep under the covers watching The Nutty Professor.  Of course, he managed to get to sleep, I was unable to do so as I found myself constantly getting way too hot under the covers, getting up to lower the temperature a few degrees once every half hour it seemed, and as the movie ended and I still couldn't sleep, I found myself facing him, his eyes half open as he was awake for a little bit.  We took advantage of his half-conscious state to make out a bit more, my cock hardening nicely as our tongues played around inside each other's mouths.  I felt his cock hardening too as I reached down to just cup and rub at his length, quickly turning over as soon as I felt it stop growing.  "Come on Steel, now or never!"  I cried out as he moved behind me, my head buried in the pillows we had just been laying on as I felt him just hard enough to push against me, and I raised my rump up into him as hard as I could, and I grinned wide as I felt my hole open up and his length slip inside.  "YES!!   STEEEL!!  FUCK ME!!!!":  I cried out, never meaning it more in m life as I hoped he would stay hard and be able to fuck me until he was satisfied.  I frowned a bit as I felt him begin to hump, but the feeling of my tailhole being open was gone and I knew he had softened just enough to slide back out again.  The both of us couldn't believe what was going on, but I pulled up to kiss him as I reassured him "Well, at least you gave me one good pump, heheh...."  I chuckled as I dragged him back down onto the bed besides me, us both realizing that he wouldn't be able to screw me no matter what happened tonight.  Of course I was still hard as a rock...

"Steel....."  "Yeah?"  "You offered online to let me fall asleep inside you...."  "umhm..."  "Are you okay with that still now that you felt it?"  "Okay Iron"  he responded with a sly grin, eager to please me as I tried to please him.  He rolled over onto his side and I laid at his back, my hand guiding my way inside him as gently as I could.  I whined loudly with pleasure as I felt his muscles suddenly open upland let me in, my hips pressing up against him as I pushed in deep, not thrusting at all, but rather just sitting there and enjoying the sensation.  At least that was my plan....

I was not at all prepared for the sensations I was being given at each move he made, both external and internal.  Every shift of his body position or every clench of his muscles brought either a whine or a moan of pleasure from my mouth, making me hornier each time as I eventually found myself unable to stand it any longer.  "Steel.  Please...  I...  I want to fuck you so bad right now....  I'll go easy I PROMISE!" I pleaded, my breaths already short and deep as my cock ached to be pushed in and out of his tight tailhole.  "Okay Iron"  he said with a passion I'd never heard in anyones voice before "Just go slow..."  he asked, my response an eager kiss to his shoulder and a nod against it as I slowly slid my hips back out and in again, fucking him nice and slow, each thrust turning me on more than the last as I found myself constantly whining and moaning at the sensations, more powerful than anything else I'd ever felt, and this was just sideways and slow.

I was too lost in bliss and sensation to tell, but I think he managed to fall asleep, while my arms hung around his front.  My humps turned a bit faster and harder, still staying gentle for Steel as each thrust brought me closer to an orgasm.  I held him nice and close as I asked him if e was alright, him coming back with "I'm fine Iron, just keep going, this is for you."  and with that I nearly came right there, barely not cumming as my breaths became pants and each thrust sent me further into heaven.  I was still concerned for him, and every time I felt like speeding up I asked him until he finally admitted that I was going fast enough, thrusting about once each second.  I held myself back for a few minutes at that pace, trying hard to cum into his tailhole, but after a few minutes I knew that I was so very close, but the speed wasn't nearly fast enough.

I pulled myself out and began to paw as I held him with my other hand, feeling him begin to roll over onto his front I whined and quickly, "No please.....  I want to cum inside you....."  to which he nodded and rolled back to press his rump against my hips, making me moan out loud again as I stroked myself closer to an orgasm of massive size.  It took barely another thirty seconds before I felt the familiar sensation in my loins, slowly growing more powerful and working it's way out to fill up my lower half as I was about to cum.  I waited just long enough that nothing would be able to stop it before turning myself on my side and pressing against his rump, spurting once, twice, and a third time as finally I felt the tight ring of muscle slide open and let me in.  I moaned louder than I have ever moaned before as I twitched and writhed around a bit, cumming into his warm, tight tailhole, the sensation driving me absolutely wild.  "St...  Steel!!!"  I cried out once as I couldn't help but give a thrust at my last spurt, the feeling so much better than I could have ever imagined as I felt myself soften a bit, staying inside as I began to get ultra-sensitive.  "Thank you Steel....  That was incredibl-AHHH!!!!"  I cried out as he clenched around my sensitive cock, sending a short wave of way too intense sensation up to my brain.  He chuckled lightly as I playfully joked with him "Oh you little bastard you, heheh."  The first time I knew he meant to do it, but as more movements came, each one making me cry out and squirm from pain, I slid myself out and rested it just at the inside of his cheeks as I hugged him again.  "heheh, that was interesting..."  I joked again as we finally fell asleep, him in my arms and against my soft front, the warmth of my belly surely putting him in just as good a heaven as I was in, laying there with my fuckbuddy in my arms....


( Based on true events with a certain dragon who will not be named unless you ask me about it =D )

More Than Friends


So here I am minding my own business on just another day.  I've setup an account on a website for chubby dating and hookups but nothing seems to have come of it yet other than meeting the local chapter of furries in my state, until today.  I'm sitting in my chair and I recieve a text message, I look at the name on the phone, and it says "Pete", "Pete?"  I think to myself, a little confused "I haven't spoken with him since last semester at college, I wonder what he's asking me".  I open the phone and see something I've dreaded for a little while.  "Does the name FatalGlory mean anything to you?  Be honest"

Pete has been a friend for the past few years of college, and I was stunned to see that he had made the cnnection between my internet alias and the real me.  With a pale face, I texted back "yes.  How did you find out?!" and a few minutes later I recieve an email from him.  "I was on that chubby website and saw your pics, I saw the notes about being a juggler and heard your voice on a youtube vid, and I thought it seemed a lot like you.  I'm gay, and I've had a crush on you since I first saw you, but I never thought you were open to possibilities.  Don't worry, I won't tell anyone online or anywhere."  I immediately blushed as I read it, thankful to realize I hadn't made a direct connection between FatalGlory and my real name/alias, and that he found out about it simply because he knew me in real life and was into the same stuff I posted as FatalGlory with.  We back and forthed some more before finding out that I can stay over his place on Sunday night and we could play around.  The rest of the week before then he spent texting me and generally being really anxious, and I was sitting at home nervous as to what would happen, because I've never fooled around with someone I actually knew that well, much less a friend I've had for a few years.

So Sunday night arrives and I head out to Pete's house.  It's a fair bit away and in the middle of a confusingly numbered series of apartments, so it takes me 15 or so minutes with his help over the phone to find the right one, but eventually I did, and met him outside as we went in.  He still lives with his dad, and is not out to him yet, so we played World Of Goo and Smash Brothers while we waited for him to go to sleep.  The thing that confused me was, as soon as he went it, it took another 20 minutes of playing video games and me saying "I didn't think I was coming over to just play video games" before he actually opened up and hugged me on the couch.  He said he's really into cuddling, much like me, and so that's what we started doing, just hugging each other in different ways on the couch and making out.  Then out of nowhere he gets up and offers me a cglass of water.  "alright" I say as I follow him to the kitchen, where he asks me if I want to take off my jeans and put on a pair of shorts. I'm a little confused, especially because I wore really loose boxer shorts underneath which worked just fine for anything, but I took the pair of shorts Pete gave me and tossed them on.  Pete's a hefty guy too, about 3 inches shorter then me, but just as fat, so I was surprised a bit to see how well the shorts fit.

We went back to the living room/his bedroom and hugged some more standing up.  I'm not sure what it was, but he didn't seem to be very sexually interested like he was insinuating throughout the past week, until suddenly he shifted his weight and I felt his cock press against mine through our pants.  "Ah, now I see" I thought as I started getting hard myself and rubbing across from side to side, frotting him for a bit.  Frotting is wuite an interesting thing I found, it's best done with clothes on, and it's definitely just good for foreplay.  He finally reached down and started to rub and stroke my balls and cock inside the shorts, and I continued to rub his back and neck as I kissed him.  We stayed like that for a few minutes with him moving from rubbing and fondling to straight up jacking.  It was tough though because of the pants and the standing up, so I shook him off for a second and saidI needed to sit down.  I went onto the couch and he immediately followed me onto it next to me, pulling the shorts down just enough to reveal my cock to him without the shorts wanting to climb back up.  Again we continued to kiss and I rubbed his back and front now while he tried to jack me off.  He really isn't that good at handjobs, he barely touched the head and all he really did was slide the skin around my cock's base, so I broke the kiss after a while and was about to start fondling him as I pulled the shorts down the rest of the way off, allowing me to spread my legs, but as soon as I broke the kiss he changed positions to be on all fours on the couch and started sucking me from the side.

That was a surprisingly strong sensation, being blown sideways.  I can't describe it, it was absolutely something I had not experienced anything like, and was deeply enjoying, perhaps a bit too much, as it eventually started overloading me and hurting a bit.  But for the long time before then it was astounding to have him kneeling next to me, my hand on his back as he sucked me off and played with my belly and nipples.  He is about as good as the other guys that I've gotten head from, he didn't do anything stupid like nodding his head from side to side as he went up and down, he didn't try to nip at the head with his teeth, none of that, but that's not to say he was great, he went down as far as he could a lot and just held himself there, not sucking, not using the tongue, juts holding there, and it really didn't do any good at all.  A few times he pulled all the way back and moved his lips over the tip from side to side, which I don't think works worth anything.  That being said, it was a fairly decent sucking.  Of course after a good 10 minutes of that not getting me to cum, he pulled himself back up to kiss me and lean against my body as I started jacking myself.  I kissed him deep and played with his tongue, my free arm over his shoulder and across the back of his neck, his arms rubbing across my front and pulling his body in closer to mine, and I felt myself starting to cum.  I'm really good at getting myself off, I know exactly what to do and can cum within a minute from my own hand sometimes.  I tapped him on the shoulder twice and said I was cumming, and he went straight down to suck it all up as I spurted into his mouth, sensitive as ever now that I'd came.

After sitting there for a bit, I decided it was his turn, and I quickly went down to the floor in order to wrap my mouth around him.  I knew today I was going to get to see wha it's like to swallow.  I haven't done it yet, but I just knew he wasn't going to pull himself away and finish off in my face.  It was incredible how quickly he got off, like lightning or something, he said afterwards because he just can't hold himself back when he likes someone and because I was good at it.  He only lasted a few minutes as I sucked him from most the way down back up to the head, moving to jacking the head whwnever I would reply to a comment he made.  I almost missed it when he said he was cumming because I wasn't expecting it so early, but I managed to hear it and feel him tense up, I gave another quick bob down to midway as I couldn't feel it going into my mouth, but I could taste the way too sweet and salty stuff.  It was a taste I wouldn't mind never tasting again, and I saw why it's tough to do.  To have the cock inside and swallow is tough, but then it's warm and tastes bad, and swallowing is absolutely the last thing you want to do when you're in that situation, but swallow I did, and when he was done I sat back and thought about the taste and feeling of swallowing.  Soon enough though as I was massaging his afterglow, I asked for another glass of water to help get rid of the taste, and he chuckled in agreement, th both of us getting up to go back to the kitchen and grabbing a glass.




So I figured out that I don't like swallowing, but it's really not all that bad, it's comprable to taking a shot of hard liquor.  You do it, it burns/tastes bad, then it's over and you're left with a bad taste in your mouth, and then depending on which you did, you are happy or the other guy is happy.  So I wouldn't mind if I ever gave another bj and they wanted me to swallow.  and no, Pete isn't his real name.

Blown Away Again

You Know What I Hate?


Artists that suddenly decide to make a new account for themselves for no apparent reason other than a name change. It's annoying enough having to update my bookmarks alone, much less if I decided to rename all the files I've downloaded and like to keep organized. But besides that, I also have to remember what the person's OLD username was so I can still file their art into the correct folder without having to go through and find EVERY BLOODY SHORTCUT I'VE MADE INTO THEIR FOLDER AND CHANGE THE LINK. What for? All so that you're user account name is "sputnik" instead of "Muzz" (sorry for using you as an example), is it really WORTH THE AGGRAVATION FOR US AND YOU?! I THINK NO! (Hence I will be under this same account forever no matter what happens.)

That's usually as far as it goes, and I'm completely fine with the annoyance, when you boil it down. It's their decision, and if it causes me a little bit of down-time and aggravation, so be it. BUT, what I hate more than ANYTHING ELSE, is that 6 out of ten times, the artist doesn't post a pice of art, doesn't post a journal about it, they just SWITCH ACCOUNTS and leave a little note in their shouts or their artist info, and NONE of their watchers, including myself, have ANY notification other than a half a year later when we randomly decide to go through out watch list, notice the artist we're watching that hasn't posted anything new for 6 months, decide to visit their page, and find out ONLY THEN that they have moved. It's bullshit! EVERY time that happens it pisses me off, and ALMOST makes me NOT watch their new account because they were idiots enough to not care about their watchers. Of course then I remember how good their art was and the reason I watched them in the first place, and I watch the new account anyways.

WHAT'S WORSE THAN THAT THOUGH, and I know this one is where the drama comes in, is when all of the sudden an artist drops off the face of the earth. No notification, no explanation, not even a little update a year later out of courtesy. NOTHING. The biggest example I know has to be surfingcharizard  surfingcharizard He just completely left the internet, and we don't even know if he's still alive because one day he went "Bye! I have to prove something to myself, so I'm not updating this accoutn for a while" and he never came back. I'm guessing he went to prove to himself that he could fly by running off the edge of a canyon or something, but I just hate it when my favorite artist (and SC was my fav artist when he was doing stuff) suddenly disappears without a trace and noone can track the down. Pisses me off.

Again, all of that is their decision, but it's not doing much for their popularity either.. I just felt I needed to rant on it because I just went through my watch list and saw 4 cases of this at the same god damned time.

Fatalglory's First Time


So I got fucked in the ass today.

I put out an ad on craigslist, because I my curiosity was absolutely getting the est of me.  I wasn't so much curious about how getting a blowjob of anything would feel, but more of "CAN I cum from something other than masturbation?"  And before I get into the story, I'll explain why I was curious about that.  I've got a mental condition, which I am VERY shy about and don't like talking about, but what it basically does is that my brain cannot focus on more than one thing at a time.  I can't listen to music and read something at the same time, I can only process information from one source, either the book, or the sounds.  Same goes for my sexuality, I can never cum from getting a blowjob outside or in the car, because my brain would not be able to keep track of "does anybody see us?  Is there a cop nearby?" and maintain an erection at the same time.  It doesn't have to do with my mindset or anything else, it is physically the way my brain works.

So, I've done this 3 times before, 2 in the car and one right next to the guys house, and all three times, I had to give up on myself and just let them cum.  So when I posted the ad, I made SURE to say that the person had to have a place to host or be willing to pay for the hotel.  So I got a response from a guy living near Philly, and he said he would respect any boundaries I felt I didn't want to go past and basically let me take control of what would happen.  Exactly what I wanted.  So I agree to meet him halfway down the NJ Turnpike at a hotel and spend about an hour and a half experimenting.  So I grab a rubber, some lube, and my recently purchased butt-plug and made my way down.  Now, in the emails back and forth beforehand, I told him that there were 2 things I wanted to really try.  On was I really wanted to see what it's like to get fucked in the ass.  The other was that I wanted to get someone else to make me cum.  Mostly getting fucked though, because I know thanks to my brain deal I cannot be a top, just to many variables to keep track of WHILE keeping a hard-on.  So the only option for me to take in actual sex is to be a bottom.

So I meet him in the hotel, and I go in to take a shower beforehand, because there's nothing worse than smelly sex.  I come out nude, him sitting there in front of the TV still clothed, and he tells me how fucking hot I am (which I totally don't know how I am hot, but he just keeps insisting it for the next hour and a half) and then I completely forgot how we started.  But I do remember that really early on, he starts making out with me.  This was something I talked with him about in the emails too, was that I wasn't sure how much I'd like kissing, because I thought it would be either just way to personal, and/or act as a distraction to my brain while I'm trying to do other things.  Turns out that I really didn't need to worry about the personal part, I had no problems with it once we started making out, but it definitely was distracting, me trying to keep myself hard while making sure that I'm actually doing something with my mouth.  So that was something.  After that though, the first thing I remember was him groping me and then telling me to lay down on the bed.  I do that, and he straddles me for 69.  Again, I didn't really like it that much, but being on the bottom of it was great because I could feel his weight down on me and playing with his ass and thighs from underneath was great.  That and I also had an excuse to not go deep-throating, because my neck couldn't bend that far.  So after a little while of that, including trying it with me on top and both on our sides (both of which just felt like way too much work for me), he gets up and decides now is the time to put on that condom, lube me up, and fuck my ass.

Now, my first thing is that since he got up while I was on the bottom,  figured we should try with me laying on my back first, of course, that proved to be a pain at best.  He just couldn't find the hole and I couldn't curl back far enough, and after a few minutes of failed attempts, we decide to try with me on my stomach.  I really didn't want to do that in my plans, because I wanted to get the visual of him thrusting in and out of me, because again, my brain is already having a hard enough time concentrating, seeing the visual would help me out a LOT with keeping myself horny.  But whatever, I go onto my stomach, and now I've get to feel what I've been so curious about ever since I first learned about sex on my own back in 2001.  He starts off lookin for the hole, and after a little while, he finds it.  I was of course tight as hell because I've never been fucked before, and it's been a while since I last used any toys (improvised or otherwise), so it was a POWERZFUL sensation.  Probably the most intense thing I'd felt in a while was feeling his cock pushing sort-of sideways against my hole and then suddenly feeling my ass give way and slowly but swiftly let him in.  THAT was my favorite part by the way, was whenever he would slide out all the way and had to find the hole again, THAT was one of the best sensations I'd ever felt.  But that's all that I really ended up liking about it.

He started off slow to get me loosened up, and that was all fine and dandy, I'd gone slowly in and out with small shampoo bottles before, so I knew how that felt, and it was ok.  Again, it doesn't ed up giving me a hard-on because of my stupid brain, but then again you really don't need a hard-on to enjoy it I'd heard, so after the initial slowness and stretching out, he began to speed things up a bit.  Now, I'm laying face down on the bed, head and arms hanging off the edge, and my legs are spread out with him in between so he can get REALLY good leverage.  He builds up to faster and harder thrusts every time, and it went from "Oh, this is ok" to "Ok, wow, this is intense" to "Holy shit this is fucking nuts!" (at the point where his weight was starting to move the bed, and I had to cling to the side of the bed in order to keep from sliding off) until eventually I was just going "FUUUUUUCKKKKK!!!!  OK!  JUST BLOW YOUR LOAD AND BE DONE WITH THIS ALREADY!   THIS IS FUCKING BAD!"  Of course, I'm a really nice guy and a selfless idiot, so I keep that last part in my head and just pray that he'd be done soon.  Definitely the thing I wasn't expecting the most, was at that 3rd part, I was being more amazed at how much the weight of his hips pushing against my cheeks felt than his cock actually going in and out of my ass.  It felt like someone constantly spanking me with a cinder block from underneath, and that was probably the most unique thing I'd felt in my life.  But eventually, he blew his load up my ass into the rubber, and I couldn't feel it at all.  Of course, all the while he was insisting that I talk or something, and I found that really fucked up in a way.  I really think talk just cheapens sex down to nothing more than play acting.  I LOVE heavy breathing and I LOVE grunting when it's legitimate, but having the top go "You like that thick cock up your ass? and having the bottom reply "Hell yeah I do" just takes me even more out of it than the sweat pouring down my head (getting fucked is a WORKOUT) or the fact that I wasn't really enjoying it after halfway.

So he threw out the condom, and said he was gonna take a shower, at which point he got in and ushered me into the shower with him.  Something I wasn't expecting to try, but once I got in, I could see the benefits immediately.  Soaping each other down over all of each others bodies while sharing a deep kiss DOES have it's advantages.  It's not going to get me off, I guarantee that, but then again I've always been a lonely person who just likes to cuddle and caress sometimes.  But then again there is one problem, and that is that you ARE taking a shower, so half the time either you're trying to keep the water splashing off his head to not hit you in the face and blind you, or you're trying to keep the water from bouncing off your head into his face, or even worse into your mouths (kills the kissing thing immediately).  Again, all the while he's telling me how hot I am (which I STILL do not believe), and then he goes down and tries sucking me off.  Now, a little history about the three people that have tried this already, and me trying to masturbate in different positions.  I have NEVER been able to cum in any position other than sitting down, and probably leaning back.  I don't know what it is, it's not because my legs get too tired or anything, but I just can't seem to cum while standing, and I've tried dozens of times.  I let him indulge himself though, and then bring him back up, turn the shower off, and grab the towels to dry ourselves off.  Again, the both of us drying off the other person felt GREAT, man, that was just, well, words cannot describe.  So then we finish that, and I head back in to see if he can get me off, because it's already been about an hour and I need to get back to the house before too many questions get asked, I am trying to hide from my parents, especially my dad, what I'm trying to experiment with.  He's the straight arrow type, who once called me a fag just for seeing what it feels like to put a finger in my ass in the shower.

So I go in and decide to try standing up again, because maybe not having to reach around my gut will be the key to me getting off in another position.  I stuff in my butt-plug, because I know that that will take care of itself and will indeed help me out, and proceed to stand next to the bed while he sits on it sucking away.  Of course after about 4 minutes I can tell THAT'S not working, so I push him off and sit down on the edge of the bed.  He keeps going, and I'm switching between leaning all the way back onto the bed and hunching forward over him to find a comfy position that will keep me not-distracted, leave him open and free to operate, and allow me to no get a kink in my back.  I find out that leaning all the way back onto the bed worked somewhat well, but then I lost the visual help of seeing his head going up and down over my head and that lead to it being tougher for me to keep going, that and he was really obsessed with this weird technique of moving his head in a circle.  Basically he kept turning his head from left to right as he was going up and down, and I actually found that to be worse than just going straight back and forth.  

So after I lay back on the bed and try to cum for a good 7 or 8 minutes, I decide that I HAVE to sit down i n one of the chairs if I'm ever going to come.  At this rate, I was just thinking that if I couldn't come within the next ten minutes that would be it, I'd have to leave.  Sure nough, our timing was spot on, I managed to get the message across to him about not doing the side to side thing, and about 5 minutes after I sit down in the chair at the edge of the bed (he's laying face down on the bed and I'm sitting in the chair that's right at the edge of the bed), he find the sweet spot.  I'm not sure how he was tilting his head to get it, but the top-side of my head was suddenly being worked on PERFECTLY, and I just felt it start to build.  I felt the little subtle hint that it was starting, and not wanting to screw it up I didn't say anything, and sure enough it slowly built, and built, and built, built up some more, and eventually, after a good 18 seconds of pure toe curling and back arching bliss I let him know (well I think he already knew at that point), that I was cumming.  I didn't think it was possible for anyone other than myself to make me cum, but the situation was perfect, and it cumming into his mouth was absolutely the best orgasm of my life hands down.  Just the way I felt it start and how it slowly crept up over almost a half minute, that just made the end so much more intense, it was amazing.

Random Miracle


I have to state the obvious first off...
So by some random miracle, FA is back up! Ah the wonders of php. I'm not going to add to the already HUGE server strain which I can totally understand and had predicted back in July, and am going to wait until at least Thursday before uploading anything or downloading a huge back list of smut that I have piled up in my subscriptions tab. I just wish Yak would code it so that you have the option to group together submissions by artists on the subscriptions page. Well he's busy enough...

So now to my one day at FA:United. I was busy working on Friday and couldn't make it, even though it's literally a 15 minute drive to Newark. However, I did get to go the entire day on Saturday from when I woke up around noon to the ending of the stuff at around 1 AM. Let me say, it was indeed worth the 20 dollar one day pas and 35 dollars for parking.

I got to see and contribute to clawcast  clawcast, which is always great to do. Something interesting I have to note, is that flain  flain was the only one that really had his voice match his face, and I know you know what I mean. I already knew what dragoneer  dragoneer looked like from photos he and others posted. It was interesting to note how Flain figured it'd be best for him to put on a nice suit and everyone else on the panel was sitting there in t-shirts and jeans. Just something I noticed.

I do regret missing the registration for the "Show And Tell", which because of the name I couldn't figure out that it was the talent show I'd been looking to juggle in. Oh well, I got to juggle all throughout the day in the gaming room and in the lobby at night. I met a couple other jugglers as well and passed with them a bit.

This being my first furry event I was expecting a few things, and was surprised and not surprised at a few things. I've been to juggling clubs and conventions before, so I know how they are run. I guess it isn't that surprising when I think about how at there's porn pictures just laying around, and even being shown during the photoshop demonstration. I was interested at how many pictures I was recognizing, right down to one by endenden  endenden that someone was using as a reference for the shape of a dildo head. Very intriguing.

I was a bit bummed not to find many other phins or especially fellow sharks, especially poking around in the dealers room, bu then again, I'm not surprised. I also wanted to get an idea I had done ad made before I went, but I never got the time to do it. Strap on shark fins for the back of my biceps and thighs, and MAYBE one for the back. Because I still want to be able to sit down and lean back. Eh, I'll have them done before next year.

So I spent most of my time in the game room because I'm a HUGE SSBB fan, and I just happened to be great at vocals for a few select songs on Rock Band. I won a bunch of matches in SSBB using Rob and Meta Knight, and I won a 2 out of 3 matches against the 4th place finisher of the tournament. But by far the most notable thing that happened, was when I was playing Rock Band near closing time. I got 97.8% doing vocals on medium difficulty for Dani California, holding the microphone in one hand and juggling two balls with the other hand (actually juggling two balls, not fondling a dude). Someone said after it was done that I was "Not human", to which I quickly replied "Are any of us human?", and I have no idea I had such wit.

That was my time at FA:united, and I'm definitely going back next year and staying all three days.

I See Now!


Another IRL story from me that noone will read.
WARNING! GRAPHIC GAY STORY!

So after last week's disappointment of getting stood up three times in one night, I decided to give up on looking for sex. Until today. So I stroll around Craigslist again and send a bunch of emails to the other contacts that I had from last week, and I caught someone who was ready to go and in the area. A black guy who was looking to give and get blown. Sounded good, and I went for it.

Now, the first time I was blown was a few weeks ago with a guy who I met with in a car so he could suck me, and I wasn't going to do anything to him. As he was going, I found out why getting a BJ is so highly rated, as it was a great feeling to get. (if you didn't read before, he stopped and we agreed to try another time because there were too many people nearby). So that being said, I've never given a BJ before, but I felt it wouldn't be so bad, and I figured it's get me hard getting someone else off, after all, nothing brings me more joy than helping other people when I can.

So I met up with him, and I start going on him. We met between his and his neighbors house outside in the alley. He wasn't exactly the biggest cock in the world, and it did (as expected) take a little while for me to get him hard, and I was pretty comfortable at first. I wasn't gagging, I could concentrate on what was going on, and use my tongue to make things interesting for him, as I had planned. So then after a few minutes of that, we decide to switch spots. I wasn't getting hard like I thought I would by sucking him off, but whatever, it was fine. He starts working on me, and I get it up (which was part of the problem with the first guy also, though he would never say so. I take a while to get hard, at least a minute or two.).

So it felt good, not anywhere near as good as it did with the other guy in the truck, and I think half of the reason was how I was standing up, as where I've always masturbated and done everything while sitting down. So he's still working on me, and we're both trying to find the right combination of things to get me going (my hands on his head/not on his head, him reaching around/grabbing my balls/fondling other parts of my body, etc), and after a few minutes, I just found myself completely not into it anymore and even starting to lose my erection.

So I say that I want to work on him again, and we switch again. This is the point where it REALLY starts going badly. I start working on him without much problem, and then I start gradually getting the taste, no idea where it comes from, but now I know where all this stigma about "I don't like the way it tastes" comes from, because it's true. So I ignore that and keep going, and now he's starting to really get into it. I'm trying different things, and trying to find a way for me to comfortably accommodate his length while still getting him off. Then he starts really getting into it and starts taking control. He starts going for deep throat, and thrusting and the whole deal. Now I'm still trying to get him off, because I know I'm not going to cum anytime during this whole deal, and I don't like not finishing a job.

So now I'm a complete novice deep-throating an average size cock, and so guess what, I start gagging and having trouble finding time to take a breath. Coupled with the taste, I start dry heaving. Now I absolutely HATE throwing up. Nothing worse in my mind, so I'm fighting this now, and in the meantime, he's still humping like a mad-man. I start trying different ways to keep myself comfy and still have him happy. As a temporary solution, I start redirecting him into my cheek as he's thrusting. Shouldn't feel any different for him, and it leaves me room to both breathe, and puts an end to the sensations causing me to gag. I finally find that me jacking the base and sucking on the head is the winning combination, and now I'm just ready to finish and leave, so yeah. I let him cum on me, which was interesting by itself. I've never tasted cum before (outside of the curious-fingertip-taste everyone does with their own seed), and I realized a few things.

It does taste good, and now I see why a lot of women are crazy about the taste, or at least appear to be. I can't see why it's so hard to swallow however, unless of course the cock that's being sucked is inserted all the way WHILE the guy is cumming, The I can imagine why it's hard to swallow, but in that case just wait until he pulls back out and it's like water. Whatever.

So he's done, pulls up his pants, doesn't ask me if I want to cum (which I didn't really want anymore anyways), and he goes inside as I leave.

That's an experience that I strangely do NOT want to repeat. I still have that horrible taste of dick in my mouth. Even after 2 packages of Ramen, 3 sticks of gum, and a Coke.

I think It'd be much better me getting fucked in the ass. Simpl because all the stuff I hated about this (the taste, the gagging, and my inability to completely take him in) would all not exist wit my ass. So now I just have to find someone for that.